hello.. everyone feels things but no one ever dares to say them. why ahh?? sometimes i really admire those kinda people who can keep things in them and pretend things are okay. hah. i thought of what xc said today. and it does make sense. to us its like wtfbloodyshitface. but it is the way to surviving in society. but yah i think its still such a turnoff that someone can change so much to become like that? if that makes sense. haha.. some people are just so.. possessive. so eager to show? i dunno if thats the way to put it. but yeah nvm. this is very difficult to express. so. past few days have been pretty good. i think xt rocks all of my smelly socks. (: went to school for mass dance on monday but we ponned the last 2/3 of it. thank god it was only sclub. haha.. i think mj looks quite funnily cute when he dances. lol. err just looked at pictures on ms chew's comp and watch mj openly carass them and proclaim his distinct interest in them. haha. yah but it was fun laughing at floppy hair. (ahem timothy.com.sg) and of cos there were pretty girls to see. but no worries, im not a lesbian. err helped ms chew with some stuff before rushing down to vch with xt! and this is where i thankgod that i have xt as my friend. she stayed with me till 6+ and helped with the percussion stuff lah. all cos the stupid bus was delayed then took so long to reach vch. haha.. after that had rehearsal and i think it was like mega-out-of-tune day. which is so arghh! i think i will die of fright during concert day itself. haha.
dear god, please let me be in tune on 26dec2005 at vch from 5 to 8. thanks alot. (: <3,>
went to eat 5starchickenrice at katong after rehearsal. much thanks to cc for paying for me first. tanyaocong u still owe me my fiesta photos. ok this is really random. haha.. cabbed home then my parents nagged a little and finally set a curfew. hahahaa. today was great! and tiring. even though i overslept and missed the mass dance prac. haha. went orchard with xt to shop! haha. mega fun but tiring. i saw many nice stuff which i will buy when i start printing money. OH. and thats like nv gonna happen. arghh! i hate being broke lahh! anyway i kept walking back and forth cos i couldnt decide what to buy. haha.. thanku xt for walking with me. i hope u like the stuff u bought man! i secretly like ur earrings alot. haha (: ohyahhh! we took retarded photos too! nicenicenice! haha.. rushed down to pasirris for part chalet, or rather whats left of it. haha.. stayed a while before leaving. mortal kombat is officially my new fav game. haha.. this year's chalet is abit quiet. no more push the boat under the bed. and retarded pillow fights. haha. but yeah, its nice i guess. hehe. thanks to xiaocui chianyeh jinjun rachel and shenmei for walking with me all the way to the mrt. cabbed home from kembangan and i managed to reach home at 9.57. 3minutes before timesup. i feel so proud of myself. lol. ok im extremely hungry now even though we ate alot today. ahhh tmr going kayaking with the band ppl. hope it'll be fun mann! haha (:
